That's ashame of me!

Got to be the commander of the national day celebration.
Met Mr Chia today and he ordered me to shout out the command in front of the whole primary six.That's embarassing!I have no choice but to shout. For the first shout, maybe not loud enough to him but it's already very loud to me. Second shout failed too. Same to the third shout.Finally, I shouted the command that was very loud to Mr Chia and he said I can leave.
Reached to classroom, some of my classmates said'Janice,you are very man sia.'That's...
Enough saying. That's embarassing already.
In front of P6, I'm already having stage fright, then what about the whole school.

Having a bad confusion now.

Janice